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Jul 20 2008 7:20pm
July 20, 1969

On the morning of July 20, 1969, I was a seventeen year old girl dying through her last summer at home before heading off to college and the rest of her life. I was reading a lot of science fiction that summer, taking long walks through the woods, fighting with my younger sister, and trying to ignore my parents. Most of that summer has faded into lost time. There’s only one day I really remember. This one.

I was watching the television all afternoon. Apollo 11 was landing on the moon!

 

Can you even think the words “Tranquility Base here” without tearing up? I can’t; the surge of emotion is still so powerful. It was the climax of lifetimes of dreaming and working, of sacrifice and lives lost and heroism and hope. It was the fantasies of my childhood made concrete.

I stayed glued to the TV all through the evening. I had a big fight with my father because it was getting so late and he wanted to watch his programs. Only, of course, his programs weren’t on because all three networks were carrying the feed from NASA. Back then, there were three channels and that was it. My parents went to bed.

So there I was, awake alone in a dark house at 10pm, when those first grainy black and white video transmissions came from the moon. The Moon! And Neil Armstrong climbed down that ladder and stepped onto the surface of the moon, and said something that was unintelligible (and probably not what he meant to say). It took Walter Cronkite to tell me what he said: That’s one small step for a man, one giant leap for Mankind. Buzz Aldrin joined him a few minutes later. I watched all night. My body was there in a suburban house in central Ohio – my heart and mind were on the Moon.

 
And here we are, 39 years later. There’s no one on the moon today. Hasn’t been for a long time. We have great little robots on Mars, and that’s wonderful (go, Phoenix!) but we went the moon and then we stopped visiting. People in centuries to come are going to wonder what we could have been thinking.

Happy Moon Day!

38 comments
Pablo Defendini
1. pablodefendini
Hell, I got a little choked up just watching this footage, nevermind that I wasn't even a glimmer in my parent's eyes back then.

Watching MarsPhoenix land on Mars earlier this year was a similar experience for me, but I would imagine less so, given the fact that Apollo was real live people, on the moon! No amount of anthropomorphic micro-blogging will change the fact that after Apollo, we've relegated ourselves to playing in our orbital sandbox, instead of really pushing new frontiers in manned space exploration.
Stacey Hansen
2. Mizgrimalkin
I was just over a year old when this happened, so I don't have any clear memories of it. Still, I have to admit, I got a little choked up watching it. Thank you for the reminder of today's anniversary.
David Dyer-Bennet
3. dd-b
I shot photos of the B&W TV screen (still have them of course; I should scan some some day), and made a reel-to-reel tape of the sound. I don't think I still have the tape, either.

And now we can find the footage on YouTube! Go us!

(I'd like higher-res versions though.)
Fragano Ledgister
4. Fledgist
We'd just moved from England to Jamaica. For some reason, my father chose to listen to it on Radio Rebelde from Cuba (which had it relayed from Kingston).
Jeffrey Richard
5. neutronjockey
I've often wondered how our view of the universe would be without another heavenly body so close by. I have no doubt that someone would have eventually turned optics towards the night-sky but I'm sure it would have had a significant impact on our sense of wonder---and subsequently, how not having the moon would have changed SF/F.
Bruce Jensen
6. Bruce_Jensen
It's really been far too long since you could look up at the moon and think "there are people up there!"
Geri Sullivan
7. GeriSullivan
If Neil and Buzz had walked as originally scheduled, you would have had to wait up another 4 hours to hear "One small step...." More detail from my report as an Improbable investigator.
Tia Nevitt
8. Tia
I was three when it launched and I swear I can remember it still. Thanks for the great memory!
Moshe Feder
9. Moshe
Well said, Beth. As your age-mate (for those who don't know, Beth and I were born on the same day), I remember it much the same way.

Like most such epochal days, it feels simultaneously an age ago, and just yesterday. The two temporal perspectives flicker like a Necker cube. We know intellectually how much time has passed, and yet the emotional charge is as fresh as ever.

I was more religious then, and I remember thanking God for letting me live, out of all the span of human history, in the mid-20th century. Until First Contact occurs, no other day could be more meaningful to me.
Lon Braidwood
10. daDiceGuy
I remember watching this when I was not quite six years old. It shaped in the fact of knowing of what we could do and that we should always try harder.
Jack Tingle
11. Jack Tingle
In future centuries, if they think of us at all, we'll be the Vikings, who came, saw nothing of value, and left because it was too hard. The ones who come after us will probably be like the Polynesians, willing to roll the dice and bet everything. I'm not really pleased with this prediction, but I'm sticking to it.

Sadly,
Jack Tingle
Joyce Reynolds-Ward
12. joycemocha
I have vague memories of a hot summer afternoon. I would have been twelve years old, and since it was mid-July, would have been working on either green beans or the last of the peas to be shelled, blanched, then frozen for the winter (my parents heartily embraced Back-to-the-Land attitudes in their 50s). Because my mother was a teacher, she was into watching this, and the whole family watched as well.

Afterwards, I remember the commemorative pop rock songs (well, okay, vaguely, and don't ask me to recall the titles). That was part of the series of Long Hot Summers where my memories of serious political and social events nationally and internationally were wrapped up in processing peas, processing strawberries, processing green beans, and processing broiler chickens.

I was also part of the era, though, where in junior high science class we all got drug down to the auditorium and watched Significant Parts of the latest televised moon landings.
Serge Mailloux
13. Serge
I was less than 2 months away from turning 14, and recovering from the unpleasantness known as Summer Camp. I spent the whole mission glued to one TV set or another. Nobody that I knew gave a hoot about the Moon. I did. Yes, it was a disappointment that the Future didn't turn out the way Apollo had led me to believe and hope. On the other hand it didn't become "Soylent Green" either. And we do have awesome machines on Mars.
Jack Tingle
14. Mike Brotherton
I'm not old enough to remember this, but I remember the tail end of the Apollo program going into the 1970s. I had to fight with my brother over the TV. I wanted to watch a launch, and he wanted to watch cartoons. My mom gave me the win, saying too prophetically, "This is a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity."

I don't know if it would have helped, but I wish we'd made July 20th into a national holiday, Moon Day, to commemorate this major milestone for us as a species. All our holidays are based on religion or politics. This would be a holiday for the triumph of science and spirit, an illustration of how we can use the best of our abilities to achieve goals once thought impossible. We don't have too many holidays celebrating those ideals.
Nathan Gendzier
15. TheRealNathan
I was nine years old. My family was on one of those road trip vacations and my Dad thought the whole purpose of a vacation was to log as many miles each day as possible.

On this day, he stopped in Atlanta at about 3 in the afternoon, because he didn't want to miss a minute of coverage.
Jim Shannon
16. Jim_Shannon
Like Beth, I was also 17 years old when Appolo 11 touched down that Weekend. It really makes my blood boil to hear some people say it was all a hoax.

Jim
Gabriele Campbell
17. G-Campbell
That brings back memories. The landing on the moon was the first thing I ever saw on TV. My parents hadn't one yet, but I was allowed to visit a neighbour to watch it there.

His son and I played landing on the moon for weeks afterwards. I was eight at that time. :)
paul wallich
18. paulw
I was 10, and we were in germany at the time, but everyone at the hotel where we were staying was in the room with the one TV set in the place. I finally fell asleep about midnight, but someone woke me up for Armstrong stepping on the Moon. I'd been following the whole thing rapt for years at that point (Life, National Geographic), but being gently shaken awake in a dark room in the middle of the night with a bunch of people still clustered around the tv was my first visceral understanding of how important this really was.

And then we just turned our backs on it all.

(I will say, though, that years later, when I was doing research for some articles on the Challenger disaster, reading official reports and news accounts of the Apollo 1 fire gave me a whole different understanding of how NASA worked back then.)
Gabriele Campbell
19. G-Campbell
Paul, I was in Germany, too. There were two nights I was allowed to stay up late that summer: the landing on the moon, and a theatre performance of the Mastersingers of Nuremberg.

Which probably explains why I'm an opera and SF geek. ;)
Steve Timberlake
20. Linkmeister
I was 18 and living on Guam between my freshman and sophomore years of college. There was no television on the island back then, so we most likely listened on AFRTS. It's funny, though; I've seen the film clip so often my memory tells me I saw it live.
Jim Henley
21. Supplanter
And, links to the text and video of "MAN WALKS ON FUCKING MOON." Which, in truth, captures the wonder of the event - I was 8; our TV was black and white - as well as anything ever has, I think.
Bill Glover
22. BillGlover
I was born in '68. So I only saw this after the fact, but I remember watching launches and landings later. My younger brother turned three the day Apollo 17 launched. We were born into a world where humans walked on the Moon and were headed further. That Christmas, we had astronaut outfits with helmets and jumpsuits with NASA badges, and I remember crying when I found out the Apollo program had been canceled. Dad tried to console me by saying we'd go back again someday soon, and that seemed like such a reasonable thing to expect at the time.

I miss the future.

The video gives me chills to see again. Thanks for posting it.
Lin Mu
23. linmu
I too was 17, watching, with a sense of wonder. We had moved the party down to the beach, Dave had a not so portable generator, I had the the small black and white TV, Brian had the good smoke. This was the west coast and I remember sitting in the sand, joint hanging lose in my lips, as I looked up at the almost full moon, and then down at the TV, watching Neil step onto the surface .... Man that was THE moment!
Jack Tingle
24. Nefarious Wheel
Can I hear those words without a tear falling?

No, I cannot.

I was living in the back of a wrecking yard in Washington State wondering if I really wanted to continue my career as a hippy musician. The owner of the junkyard dragged me in to see that bit of history.

Eight years later I was writing software for Viking I, after that helping develop a compiler for Pioneer 12-13.

Today it's a toss up as to whether I'm happier as a musician or a programmer, but I'll always remember the day that added a whole new dimension to my life.
Jack Tingle
25. sabik
Hmm, I don't understand why that clip has been edited like that. I mean, there's about 40s of routine messages, then just as you get to the actual touchdown it cuts to about 12s later... What's up with that?

There's about 12s worth of post-landing checklist between "Engine stop." and "We copy you down".

On more careful checking, none of the messages really line up. For one thing, there was a gap between "contact light" and "okay, engine stop", so the actual moment of touchdown has also been edited out. Overall, those first 40s of the clip correspond to about three minutes of flight, with various other exchanges being skipped.

If you just wanted the key historical phrases, why do you have random bits of Aldrin reading out numbers? Why leave out the actual touchdown? And if you wanted reality, why is it edited with no indication? Why is the audio shown with video that doesn't match?

(Given that YouTube isn't restricted to a fixed frame-rate, it doesn't even have the excuse of TV; just run it at the original 10fps.)
Steven Silver
26. shsilver
My father woke my sister and me up and we came downstairs, where my parents had some friends over. They were sitting on the ugly golden couch in the family room, watching the television (the old one built into a console, black and white, when you turned it off, the picture was sucked into a small white dot in the middle of the screen that took a while to disappear). As I stood next to the couch in my pajamas, we watched grainy pictures of Neil Armstrong slowly descending from the ladder of the lunar module (a vehicle my father had worked on) and stepping onto the surface of the Earth's moon.

I treasure the memory and I think it is really cool that it is my first memory.

My personal tradition is to have the footage of the mission running on the television in the background throughout the day.
Beth Meacham
27. bam
sabik, I had a choice on YouTube of a 12 minute clip of the landing, a 7 minute clip, and the short edited version I ultimately selected. My reasoning? I knew that people wouldn't sit and listen to seven minutes of landing.

You're right, it's severely abridged. Anyone who wants to can also go to YouTube and find many clips of the landing, from the unabridged "cockpit" recorder to the the full telemetry from Houston. Some are even set to music.
Jack Tingle
28. Claudia
I was 23, just got off working the 3-11 shift at Midway Hospital and we had a combined birthday party/Moon watching party for me. My future husband and his friend from India attended. I watched this huge occasion with my parents and three sibs,and Hari and Norm. We looked into the night sky and could see that lovely, mysterious orb. I have always felt especially lucky to have this occur on my birthday. And for many years my husband, whose b'day is on the 21st, claimed the moon walk as his day! HAH! Wrongo!
Jack Tingle
29. Greg Manchess
I was 14 and watching just south of Ohio, in Kentucky. We were all up watching and I am always grateful that my parents understood my passion for the space program. (After all, my brother was hand-picked from the Air Force Academy to study astronautics at Purdue U.)

Later, I had a 45 rpm record of the event and played it over and over again, reliving those moments. No one ever mentions the absolute nail-biting landing...when you can hear Buzz cautiously remind Neil, "Red light's on..." meaning that they were in fact, out of gas. Neil Armstrong, in his intense test pilot training, refused to abort the mission, even though he went beyond the limit of fuel needed for return to the Command Module...and home!

And folks don't remember that the camera was mounted UPSIDE DOWN on the LEM and Cronkite spent a few minutes filling time while they corrected the image, just as Armstrong was descending the ladder...in ghostly black & white, headed for the top of the screen.

Back then, I had just assumed that the Future had begun and it was only a matter of time before I'd be in a bubble helmet as the first artist on the moon. (Later, my brother dropped out of the program because "he would be 50" by the time we went to Mars. Turns out the first pilot on the first Shuttle flight was...50.)

Remember this moment? It's engrained in my DNA as one of the defining periods of my life. I made a special trip the other night just to watch the rising full Moon, and was filled with such...longing.

And anyone who thinks we never made it there is just a gullible fool.
Fritz W Foy
30. fritzfoy
In 1969 I was eleven years old in my last year of summer camp at Camp Blackpoint in Ticonderoga, NY. We were allowed to stay up late that night and watch the event on Mr. Baker's black and white TV in his house attached to the camp (he also has a complete set of the original Tom Swift books I spent the summer devouring). I remember not being able to make out what was going on in the televised images - but was too embarrassed to say so. So I drank NeHi orange soda and cheered with the rest of the campers and counselors with the promise of someday going to space in my thoughts and dreams.

My parents picked me up and drove me back to NY - shocked that I had changed over that summer from their short fat son to their newly tall and skinny son. Mamie Eisenhower was staying on Lake George that summer and we waved to her from the parking lot of the hotel we were both staying in. Later, I would stand on the corner of 72nd street and First Avenue and watch the ticker tape parade for the three hero astronauts. My dad bought me the Time Life book "To the Moon and Back" and I was finally able to discern what Neil Armstrong had been doing and saying.

Camp Blackpoint closed soon after the paper/pencil factory in Ticonderoga shut down. I would work every summer after that. I still hope that I can go to space some day.
Claire Eddy
31. ceddy
Every generation has its own moments. I was glad that I was around for that one.

I was 12 years old and on vacation on Martha's Vineyard. I remember my family pestering the owner to turn the set on that night. We sat and watched with a sense of wonder and tension that I haven't felt many times in my life. When it was all over we went outside and sat on the lawn looking up at the star-filled sky.

Thanks, Beth, for reminding me of that night...and that we as a race can do some pretty amazing things.
Jack Tingle
32. Melissa Ann Singer
I was a few weeks shy of turning 10 and remember it vividly. My family are all space junkies and my parents and I sat together on the couch to watch.

The only thing I'm not entirely sure about about that night is if we really went outside after to look up at the moon or if I've combined a later memory with the moon landing. It feels like it was that night, but that's hardly the only night I spent watching the moon. My dad used to wake me up for eclipses . . . (and I've done the same to my daughter).

Regardless, it was magical. The ISS doesn't compare.
Dave Rutt
33. rutty
I wish I'd seen it, but I was only six weeks old.

Maybe I did and I just can't remember!
Joann Zimmerman
34. joann
I was almost 16, and it seemed vastly significant to me that I was taking my first programming class that summer. Our TV was 13 years old, B&W, big metal box w/ faux woodgrain, and I perched in front of it for hours that evening, because it seemed the culmination of something that had, for me, started when I was five and saw a Time/Life "Man in Space" book, artistically envisioned spacewalk on the cover, in the dime store and demanded that it be bought for me. For once, somebody was listening. And so, for the last eight years, I had been obsessively reading SF and science books, particularly anything to do with astronomy. And now, all the stuff I had read about and dreamed about was happening. I must have floated off to bed.

I can put a date to all that. What I cannot put a date to is the realization, years later, that we were no longer there and didn't seem to be planning on going back. Because that's the sort of thing you don't want to commemorate.
Mary Aileen Buss
35. maryaileen
My family didn't own a TV, but we borrowed one from the neighbors down the street to watch the moon landing. I was six and more excited about being allowed to stay up late than by the event itself. Now, I'm very glad that I have that memory.
Pablo Defendini
36. pablodefendini
Well, good news, folks (although possibly a bit premature, but what the hey):

For the next three days, Silicon Valley will be the base for planning humankind's return to the moon, as more than 400 scientists from around the world assemble at NASA's Ames Research Center for a conference on what type of science should be done when astronauts revisit Earth's nearest neighbor.

It could happen in the decade after NASA retires the space shuttle in 2010 and begins flying a new generation of rocket booster. And it won't be a temporary visit, NASA officials and scientists said Sunday.


The article goes on to explain how they would like to model a station on the moon after the international antarctic research station.

The Lunar Science Conference is going on now. They wrap up on the 23rd, so the website is pretty sparse for now. We'll see how this develops.

People! On the Moon!
Irene Gallo
37. Irene
I was negative 6 months old but my heart still stops every time I see this footage. (And I got down-right teary at the end of Aaron Sorkin’s play, The Farnsworth Invention, which ends with a moon shot and a “what’s next?”) Inspiring the world is an awesome feat....I can't think of anything comparable in my own lifetime.
Steven Silver
38. shsilver
On July 20, 1969, I was a little over two years old. My father woke my sister and me up and hurried us downstairs in our pajamas, where we stood next to the couch, where my mother and a couple of my parents' friends sat. On the television was a grainy black and white image, which was strange since the console set in the living room was the color tv. My father stood behind us and we watched Neil Armstrong take the first steps onto an alien world.

It is the earliest memory I have.

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